FAREWELL
Yes, this is the last blog entry I will be writing. There are several reasons for this....some of which I won't mention other than that people can be very hurtful because they don't like what you write...even if it has nothing to do with them. What a truly sad world we live in...it really breaks my heart. BUT my main reason for letting this be the end is that Noah requires every second of my attention now...a couple of months ago, he was just my immobile little infant; incapable of wreaking havoc *big grin*. Now, my days are filled with "no's", "stop baby's" and "Mommy loves you but she doesn't want you to get hurt's!" I've finally grown eyes in the back of my head so I can truly say I've joined the Mommy club. I've been trying to keep up with my blog during his nap times but realize those are the moments that baby in my belly wants Mama to sleep. And normally, I forego the naps and instead use the time for housework and tidying up. Not to mention, in six very short months, baby number two will be here...and then those precious moments of nap time will be overtaken by precious moments of cuddles, feedings, playing cars with my big boy, and even more "no's" after my Noah learns to walk. I will never get these moments back...of my little ones being babies. I have the rest of my life to write and social network, but I can't keep my children from growing up on me. :-( Although it makes me sad, I'm so thankful that God has provided me with the opportunity to stay at home with them...it makes me feel like I am not missing out on their childhood. Now, to all of the people who keep up with my blog, I thank you. Without you, I wouldn't have had an audience. I do not apologize for the things I've written, because I feel that each of them were true to who I am as an individual; my thoughts, beliefs, and feelings. I am sorry that some people have chosen to get angry at me about what I've written...especially when I wasn't writing for them, but for myself. :-( I've had a wonderful time over these last months bringing a smile to your face or presenting you with an idea that sparked discussion...please continue to pray for me that this pregnancy will go smoothly and that the Lord will continue to strengthen our family's walk with Him. May each of you have a blessed week and thanks again for sharing in this short, but lovely window into my life.
